Part 2: Before I continue with my story, I want to remind everyone that it is exactly that, my story. I am not interested in debating, rude comments and I’m not trying to persuade you one way or another. I am not going to provide links to all my sources, frankly, that takes too much time and I am not that computer savy yet anyways. I encourage you to do your own research and find your own reliable sources. I can promise you, sending rude comments are of waste of your time, I know my worth and what you may think of me doesn’t change that. Ok good.
After reading the entire package insert for the MMR vaccine on the CDC website and seeing for myself ALL of the possible adverse reactions and the toxic ingredients, I was livid. I couldn’t believe my eyes. I started reading more and more package inserts and repeatedly got angry. I discovered that Rome’s jaundice was a side effect of the vitamin K shot given at birth! How could I have put this off? Why did I wait until now? My poor baby. I had no idea. I feel like I failed as a mom. My baby boy could have easily had an adverse reaction, his life could have been ruined forever, because I was negligent.
It was at that moment, I decided I wanted to know everything there was to know about vaccines. Are they worth the risks? How do they work? What are the ingredients? What are the adverse reactions? I did ALOT of reading. And if you know me at all, you know I HATE to read! All of a sudden, I was reading books (hard cover and on my iPad) written by unbiased pediatricians and parents with vaccine injured children. I was reading about the history of vaccines. I was watching documentaries about vaccines. I studied vaccine charts. I found websites with people who had the same stories regarding their children after vaccine administration. My life became consumed with vaccines and their safety. My poor husband would have to listen to me go on and on about vaccines every night when he got home from work 😂. It was a whole new world for me!
It didn’t take long for me to make up my mind. My son would not be receiving anymore vaccines. I had seen enough. I had seen enough heartbreak from parents who wish they had researched. I had seen enough horrific (aborted fetus’), toxic (thimerosal and aluminum) and carcinogenic (formaldehyde and polysorbate 80) ingredient lists. I had seen enough of the corruptness in big pharma. I quickly realized I was on my own. My government doesn’t care about my well being or the well being of my baby. They care about making money. Vaccines are a multi billion dollar industry. The CDC owns close to 50 vaccine patents which makes them close to $4 Billion a year! So am I supposed to trust the CDC and it’s recommendations when it comes to my family’s health? Not anymore. My eyes were opened.
I can go on and on and on all day and night about the lack of science when it comes to vaccines. There are no studies showing that injecting heavy metals in a baby’s body is safe. There are no studies showing the safety of injecting multiple live virus’ in a babies body at the same time. I am not interested in a study funded by Merck or Pfizer. That’s what we like to call tobacco science. It took the CDC 40 years to finally admit tobacco causes cancer! Think about that! They were telling pregnant woman it was totally safe to smoke cigarettes! All to make a profit.
I love this question someone asked me once. They asked ” does it make sense to you that a 200lb man receives the same vaccine dose as your 7lb newborn?” Does that sound safe to you? Everyone, especially pediatricians, know that a baby’s organs and immune system aren’t fully developed at least for a few months. And the first thing they wanna do is inject them with carcinogens and heavy metals? It just doesn’t make sense!
When I became pregnant with my second sweet boy I can remember sitting in my OB’s office. It was for my 24 week visit. The nurse let me know that at my next visit, I would receive the Tdap vaccine. Here we go again I thought. But to be honest, I hadn’t done a lot of research on this vaccine since this one is given to pregnant women. I had only looked into the vaccines my son was supposed to get. So, again, I wanted to research the crap out of this before my next visit. As soon as I got home, I grabbed my phone and went to the CDC website, found the Tdap package insert and I wanted to cry. This vaccine that doctors are recommending to every pregnant woman is a class C drug! I couldn’t believe my eyes!
There are 4 pregnancy categories when it comes to drugs. A,B,C and D. Class A drugs are deemed as safe for pregnancy, safe for mom and fetus. Class B drugs are tested on animals and the moms and their fetus’ turned out ok. Class C drugs are tested on animals, but the animals’s fetus’ had adverse reactions!!!! Meaning not safe! So what does the CDC do? They decide to not only keep the vaccine, but to recommend it!!!! And when a doctor recommends something, you naturally assume it’s safe and effective. My heart was broken! I felt so let down yet again by my doctor. I of coarse refused the vaccine the next visit and went on to have another beautiful perfectly healthy vaccine free baby boy, Rio. In my heart, I have to give doctors the benefit of the doubt. I have to believe that most are unaware of the dangers of vaccines.
Bottom line is this, when people want to debate me or question me about vaccines, I simply tell them I choose not to vaccinate because vaccines aren’t safe and they’re not effective. How many people do we see getting the flu shot, or measles, or chicken pox or pertussis even though they were vaccinated for all those things. I hear about it everyday. So why would I risk my babies perfect health on a risky vaccine that might not even protect him at all? And we already know there is no evidence of safety, so what’s the point?
I am so thankful and so blessed, that vaccines didn’t seriously injure my sweet boy and that I had educated myself enough to protect Rio from them. But my heart breaks over and over when I see vaccine injured children and their families and the people who roll their eyes at them at the possibility of vaccine injury. It’s very real and it’s a risk every child takes when receiving a vaccine. I encourage you to visit websites like VAERs and take a look at the National Vaccine Injury Compensation Program (government awards money to the vaccine injured) to see how many families have been affected.
My goal in sharing this is to hopefully encourage you to do the research for yourself, put in the hard work, see it with your own eyes and make your own decisions. Your child will thank you one day. ❤️